Thursday, February 23, 2006
I feel as if I am plodding along. I'm still following my plan. Exercising regularly. Eating healthy. However, I feel as if I am going so slow. Yes, I'm a here and now girl, so this is a struggle! I just want this to be done. Yes, I know I'll have to watch this the rest of my life....but I want this losing thing to be over. I wonder daily what I will actually look like when I get down to my goal weight...down to a healthy weight. I have never been an adult at a healthy weight! Everyone says I looked real good when I graduated college...and I was 214. But I want to go roughly 50 pounds more...give or take! It's a mystery that is just killing me!