I made it through yesterday's eating relatively unscathed. I admit to using some weekly points (4.5 of them) but in the grand scheme of things I'm ok with that. I plan on the rest of the week being spot on. :-) So I'm calling it a success, because for being on a vacation day....it could have been a WHOLE LOT WORSE. (and has been in the past)
I don't like to use many of my weekly points. I've noticed that when I do...I tend to not lose. So I want to try to stay away from them most days. When I was losing steadily before, I would use some weekly points the day of my weigh in...and then no more until the next weigh in day. So That would work because yesterday was my weigh in day.
I finally broke down and bought a few clothes items. (goodwill baby...all the way). I was operating on two pairs of dress pants for work. That doesn't take you far during a 5 or 6 (every other week) work week. So I bought two pairs of pants and one skirt. (10 bucks total....and one of the items still had the tags from the store on it). I figured I need to feel better about myself in the clothes that i'm wearing. I'm still bored with my tops....but I at least have some more options with those. (especially as winter rolls toward us...because I have lots of sweaters...I never got rid of my sweater when I lost the weigh...because sweaters can be bulky so I kept them!) So one step toward bringing myself back.
I'm ready. I want to feel good about myself. I want to be thin again!!!!!