Today marks the 1 month anniversary of Chris' death. I miss my friend....I still find myself wanting to text him or hang out with him. But I'm moving on...accepting life as it is, which is what he would have wanted everyone that knew him to do. Wait, not only accepting life...but embracing life. Embracing what life throws at me. It's difficult becuase I dont' want to embrace the crappiness that seems to have been hurled my way recently. But I'm trying.
I've been fighting off a sinus issue/cold since Friday. I decided to push myself last night and I went to zumba. It was incredibly difficult to make it through the hour...but I pushed through and did it. I'm not sure I can make it tonight. The cold has taken a turn for the worse and I just feel 100% run down. The dry hacking cough is there, chest tightness, sore throat....just generally icky.
As much as I want to go, I have to tell myself that I am trying to lose weight and exercise in order for me to be healthier. Pushing myself when i'm not well is not a healthy maneuver.