Tuesday, July 10, 2012

Epiphany (isn't that just such a fun word???)


Yesterday I had an epiphany. It's not willpower so much as just total focus and planning. If I'm prepared focused and ready I can plan and think about eventualities.  This happened last night and it felt good to not just go crazy. I left zumba and I was HUNGRY.  I had to swing by a grocery store.  The last half of Zumba I DREAMED about just picking up a deli sandwich and chowing down on it during the drive home.  I got to the store and I looked at the pre-packaged deli sandwiches.  500 calories for one sandwich. (ok 490 but I thought it would be easier to round up...my bad)  I had the calories in my budget for that sandwich (even without touching my zumba earned calories) but I knew that the sandwich would not be enough.  I thought about adding a prepackaged salad for 170 calories (so tempted to round up to 200...lol) but then I was like, NO, I have food at home.  I walked away.  But I knew that the process of making my planned dinner (grilled cheese and tomato soup) would be problematic because I was so hungry, it would be so tempting to eat a piece of buttered bread, extra cheese, a nibble of that raspberry cobbler.  In fact, it would be tempting to just eat the rest of the cobbler (about 3-4 servings) in lieu of dinner (OK who am I fooling.....WITH dinner).  So knowing that I was about out of Sargento Colby Jack cheese sticks, I purchased another pack at the store.  I got in the car and had one on way home.  It curbed the hunger and allowed me to effectively make dinner without gnawing the cabinet doors off the wall!  I actually had planned in my calories yesterday to allow for a piece of cobbler.  I was full after dinner and didn't bother with it!   THAT is just me listening to my body.

My knee made it through zumba. It was stiff and sore and some songs about brought me to my knees with pain. But I made it through and honestly, at the end it felt more limber and loose and better. So I am thinking it is a seized muscle (happened to a muscle in my back a few years ago). I went home and put the heating pad on it trying to keep it limber (if possible).


I have a great friend.  I met her during weight watchers meetings a few years back.She was there when I reached goal and when I made lifetime.  She's been there encouraging me to not give up as I've regained....she's been a motivator for me to try get this weight off! She is awesome.  She has listened and helped me come up with numerous ideas to try during this lifelong journey that I've embarked upon.  (weight wise and personal wise......LUV ya Sherry!) She struggles like the rest of us.   I've mentioned Sherry quite a bit on my blog (maybe not by name all the time, but she's been around).  She just started a blog.  Check her out (PS it's her birthday so she deserves a shout out just for that!!!)   OK, in case you missed one of those three links to her blog....  http://twogirlsmama.wordpress.com/   :-) 





6 comments:

timothy said...

good for you so glad to hear it! and you're right about planning it IS key!

twogirlsmama76 said...

Thanks Maryfran!!
You are the best!
We are going to conquer this weight thing together.

upinthecosmos said...

Planning definitely is key, I have a hard time planning lately & really have to force myself to do it but things do go better when you do. Nice save on the HUNGER and KUDOS for stopping & listening to you body to skip that cobbler... I probably still would have had it cause I gave in to a treat myself last night!

Thanks for the question on my juicing blog, tune in tomorrow for some answers.... I wasn't quite sure how else would be best to do it & thought it would benefit others if I just make it my topic for tomorrows post:-)

E. Jane said...

So glad you're finding your path. Keep on, and you will make it!

Patrick said...

Great job managing the hunger and taking control of your choices... Hope the muscles feel better and better and thanks for the reminder to listen to our bodies for what they really need!
-Patrick
http://responsibility199.wordpress.com

spunkysuzi said...

You're making good choices!